Be delusional

A little bit about me and how we got here

Hi.

I just realized I’ve never really introduced myself. Who I am, why I started this, or why any of it even matters to you.

If you’re here, maybe you came from my Instagram. Maybe you’ve seen me share things I love or care about. But I haven’t shared much about the why. Or the how it all started.

So let’s go back to the beginning…

I was 18 and just stepping into adulthood. kind of confused, as most people are at that age. kind of coasting, kind of feeling like I had to figure it out by the time I was 19 or my world would end. I was in school because that’s what everyone does. I didn’t really know who I was or what I liked or who I liked even. I was starting to question everything. life. spirituality. relationships. I always had this feeling like I wasn’t where I was supposed to be. and I always thought that meant physically, like in utah. I constantly was looking around and comparing myself to everyone else and something inside me felt unsettled.

Looking back now I think that feeling was a good thing. I think it’s natural to crave more at that age. that hunger to figure it out, to explore, to not settle. as Taylor Swift says, you’re on your own kid. You always have been.

At the time I started getting really into health and wellness. I cared deeply about movement. food. energy. feeling good in my body and helping others do the same. So I chose to study health in college. But then I sat in a class and got tested on things like…